Quotable & Poetry Tuesday:
Posted on | February 26, 2013 | 1 Comment
It feels so odd re-living old notebooks from my early to late teens, but I am enjoying it at times. There are parts of me that are still a part of that girl, but a larger part of me that is this woman with so much more purpose, drive, and love in my life. My teens were spent feeling a bit out of place and I was a bit of an 'old soul' compared to my peers. Below is a poem I wrote in 2002'ish.
...
open
life is
not only
about love.
it's about
the sunset,
writing poetry,
& listening
to music
like it's
fucking
oxygen.
maybe i'm
just an ant
among the
throng of
others, but
why can
no one see?
...
At first this got me feeling a bit defensive that yes life is only about love. I am so full with all the love in my life! But next it got me thinking that I am still this person with my own interests, passions, and an indelible past worth remembering. Sometimes I forget that I am more than a mother. Even writing that feels funny.
But being a mother & a unique person can coexist, right? My dear b has been telling me this for months but I couldn't see. I guess it takes a sixteen year old April to let it sink in.
I think one of these days I'll leave the man & girl home to photograph the sunset and as I drive home I'll blast my favorite band on full volume. I may think of dear h a majority of the time, but I will look back & appreciate this time to cultivate my passions. Because life is about me too, every once in a while.
Other mommas - how do you keep the balance of motherhood & feeding your own passions?
- April
- I am a RN & natural momma in the Pacific Northwest, married to a beautiful man I adore. Nature is my niche, animals get me. I read and I write, I hike and I love photography. Welcomed our daughter Hazel Annan earthside in February 2012 after three years of infertility & our second miracle daughter Juniper Louise in April 2014.
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