December 6

Posted on | December 6, 2013 | 1 Comment


Today our neck of the woods had a 'winter storm' - funny, being from Michigan, that 4 inches of snow is equivalent to a storm.  I used to make fun of it.  But guess what?  Western OR does not budget for many snow plows and road maintenance during the rare snow days we get ... so now I get it.  

I especially get it after my 16 mile drive home from work took well over an hour, only to end up in a ditch on a blind corner right across from our driveway entrance.  It was a good place to get in an accident, if I had to choose.

I'm fine, and my boy saved the day, but I'm planning on hunkering down with Hazel through the weekend until some of this nonsense melts.

My car might not have made it quite as far, but I'm so happy to be here.

This moment: friends

Posted on | April 12, 2013 | 3 Comments

{this moment} - A Friday ritual. A single photo - no words - capturing a moment from the week. A simple, special, extraordinary moment. A moment I want to pause, savor and remember. Inspired by Soulemama.



Tales of a wood stove:

Posted on | January 20, 2012 | 2 Comments

We purchased our dream home in April 2010 - an older home on private, wooded acreage.  Not everyones dream, by any means, but it fulfilled ours.  Along with it came a wood stove as a secondary source of heat, forced air being the primary.  We were so excited to start using it for many reasons - obviously economical reasons, but also the ambiance of having a wood stove in the home and having a large supply of fuel on our property.  Within about four months of living here, when we first started having fires, we decided to have a chimney sweeper come to clean it out.  Long story short: our lovely yet archaic woodstove was not to 'code' despite that never being mentioned in our initial inspection.  We accepted this and didn't fret; after all, we had a working source of heat for the winter months.

Fast forward nearly two years later, and we finally installed a properly working wood stove this past week.  It is absolutely amazing what a difference it has made: once we have a roaring fire in there, the house stays warm nearly all day (as opposed to our forced air which turned on every 20 minutes, and we always felt cold - definitely something that bothered me with the coming attraction into our lives!).


I've already put it to good use with a little inspiration of some friends - Wooly Moss Roots and Cold Antler Farm, to name just two.  Last night I experimented with an easy from scratch bread recipe, and I let it rise next to the stove overnight (the bowl with the towel covering it).  This morning I boiled a pot of water for raspberry leaf tea, and we have also been using a kettle to humidify the area.  Finally, tonight I hung a load of laundry to dry next to the stove.  I can just picture our cloth diapers hanging soon (is it weird I'm excited about that?)!

So there you go: one more puzzle piece of our little homestead (at least I like to call it that) complete.  Does anyone else have a wood stove - if so, please share ideas you use your wood stove for, I would love to hear!

December 15

Posted on | December 15, 2011 | 2 Comments

12/15/11

{landscaping}

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ps:
{fellow tree huggers do not fret - this was a dead, gnarly tree that fell on our power line}

December 6, home

Posted on | December 6, 2011 | 1 Comment

12/6/11

{'My house is, quite literally, a dream come true. It's not perfect by any means and please do us both a favor and remove any bucolic certainties you may have formed over the months and years. A lot of it is rough, unpleasant, smelly, muddy, decaying and in need of repair. This is not a movie set, and I am fairly certain Martha Stewart would run from it, screaming. But it is paradise to me, and the scruffy parts are what make it so.'}

-An inspiring quote from a wonderful blog, Cold Antler Farm-

Cheer

Posted on | December 1, 2011 | 2 Comments

Over the past few days, I've come down with something.  It isn't the head cold my dear husband has, or the GI bug half of my patient have had lately.  It's something simple yet grandiose; holiday cheer, something I've never truly experienced.  In the years past, especially those in which we were going through infertility, something was empty.  See here, and here for prime examples.  But now, well now I wake up with this desire to listen to Christmas music, bake cookies, and decorate the house like my mother once did.  We picked up a Christmas tree from a local SERF certified farm, and I find myself daydreaming of picking out trees with our daughter someday.



& I think I've finally realized something - this time of year, no matter your religious or cultural preferences, it's about family.  This little girl I'm incubating has made our family whole.  Admist putting up lights outside, I also washed all of her clothes and cloth diapers, forgetting the fact she's not due for about 60 more days.  Because although I will treasure each and every one of these days I am pregnant, I cannot wait to meet her.  

Here are some more photos of our little nest:


{A bit tropical looking, with the Oregon greenery}


{local holly from our propery}


{The one room I am embarrassed to photograph is above - the laundry room.  Nearly two years of living here and we still haven't gotten any curtains! The furry ones surely love to sleep in here, however.}


{Oh woodstove, how we love thee - and wish so badly we could use you!}

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So tell me about you, friends. Any holiday cheer bursting from your seams?

Homesteading, a lifestyle of simple self-sufficiency. Aaah.

Posted on | March 8, 2011 | 3 Comments

The past seven days, I've slept at night.  Can you believe it?  Four years of handling emergencies at three am and hittin' the sack while others get their morning cup o' joe - it feels a bit surreal.  I haven't worked very many evening shifts due to my new ten hour shift position, so we will see how the new team works (obstetric nursing is big time into the team work of coworkers - it makes or breaks your shift) come this weekend.  Either way, I'm still sleeping next to the husb at night; and that alone is worth it.

In other news - we built the chicken coop over the weekend!  I took the ladies out for an hour yesterday to explore close to their soon to be home, and it was fantastic.  The once furry easter chicks are now teeangers raring to get out in the real world, their mother being just a ready (a dusty bathroom is not a happy one).  About three weeks and they will be fully feathered young adults.

Isn't it puuurty?


In other home-steady news, I've been growing an array of seedlings over the last couple of weeks.  A big goal of mine is to expand my garden and grow more edibles this year - this goal involves taking out several large ferns on the property due to their wonderful 'only sun we get in the yard' location.  Here are some sugar snap peas and spinach hard at work in the dining room.

Love this photo - Emma is also aching for spring


Unfortunately my eldest cat, Eddie, discovered the dozen or so sugar snap peas I was growing and narrowed it down to about four shortly after I snapped these photos.  Perhaps he's giving me a little taste of what our local deer will be like come summer?   The seedling are now balancing on small high stools close to windows, no room for hungry cats to devour my hard work. 

So as you can see, I'm hard at work at those new year's resolutions.  I truly feel at ease living a bit more simply, and I learn something new everyday.  It's keeping me level headed and relaxed before our next fertilty endeavor in May and I have realized over these last few days that I also feel a bit more in tune with what kind of mother I soon want to be - to teach my child the simple things, a down to earth approach to the day to day rhythm of life.  I want her to gather eggs with me each morning and watch tomatoes grow in our soil, rich with compost we helped make with simple table scraps.  I want her to see a mother and father who truly love one another, love their home, and treat animals like family.

I'm ready. 

Nothings gonna' change my world

Posted on | February 24, 2011 | 1 Comment

I woke up to a burning throat this am; a slow incineration overnight, a sad realization that mother's faith in airborne did not work.  However I am one of those folks that pretend their not sick when they truly are.  So today I cleaned the garage, the house, got groceries, and hit up the hardware store - all with my lovely of course.  He is my own personal cough medicine, after all.

This afternoon admist cleaning I perused the interweb.  I came across this quote in a fantastic blog - 'someday you will miss today.'  I stared at the computer screen with awe - so simple, yet so true.  I walked over to our dining room window, coffee in hand.  I caught a doe chomping on grass through the fresh powder than coated our property overnight.  I can't quite explain the peace I felt in that moment, knowing how true that quote surely is. 

I've always looked forward, yearning for what's next.  But today I realized - what's the harm in relishing the current affair of your life?  I can gaurantee I will miss today, someday. 

So to appreciate this someday memory, I trekked the property, taking in the supposed 'winter storm' of Western Oregon '11 (a whopping 3 inches that closed county schools, yo).


&


Have I mentioned that I'm falling more in love with our home everyday?

Too earnest?

Posted on | August 26, 2010 | No Comments

I've recently been perusing through my blog, wondering where the time has gone?  I cannot believe I've been writing here (albeit lazily) for over two years.  Yesterday I came across my 2010 New Years resolutions.  I was pleasantly surprised that I have followed through with all but one of these resolutions - I bought a home (I'd call that more than "get serious"), completely banned fast food from my diet (except one mishap when we were moving and all our food was in boxes), have learned to appreciate my body by running and challenging it to new endeavors, and I've obviously spent more time in nature.  I do realize those are not difficult resolutions, but I can still be proud, right?  The caffeine resolution is more of a week by week challenge, but my cup a' joe a day has remained steadfast and stubborn. 

So I thought I'd come up with a new challenge - my 'nearly 3/4 through the year' resolutions.  My challenge over the next four months:

  • Be more "green" - I know, all the rave now, but I watched the documentary called 'No Impact Man' last week, and it inspired me to go a bit further. 
    • I will drive more consciously (this week I've already increased my mpg from 24 to 28 just by driving less aggresively).   I wish I could get by without a vehicle but it's simply impossible living in the country.
    • B just built me a compost bin - and I start composting as of tomorrow.  I'm going to aim for one bag of garbage a week.  Let's just hope it doesn't end up a stinky mess of ammonia mess with lab drool.  Pictures of this to come, I ensure you!
    • Buying my food locally.  There are other ideas to this as well, but I should not bore you.  Interested?  Ideas?  comment away, please!
  • I was going to say start cooking more, however B and I were just reminiscing about a time I screwed up spaghetti to the point that we had to microwave it so it was edible.  So I will revisit that idea next January.
  • Coming to terms our fertility situation, despite where we're at by December.  I think the goal it just to not be so bitter. (Yeah, it deserves a larger font.)
  • Eat a salad five days a week.  I hate salad, need I say more?
  • Completing at least two projects on the house - preferably a deck and making the spare room an actual room.
  • Working at yoga and meditation.  I've been really trying lately, however my mind is a screaming mess.  I will push forward, however.
Okay, I'd like to keep going but that's enough. Would anyone like to join me in this challenge?

Voilà!

Posted on | May 16, 2010 | 3 Comments

Exactly one month to the day that we got our keys, it is finally time to introduce our new hardwood (bamboo) floors in before/after shots. 

Note to self: marrying a man who in a previous life was a contractor = very wise idea. He can really rock a hammer.


Previous owners decor, 30 year old carpet

Admist the rubble, 5/1/10


Way to go, us!

Wow, I  finally have a living room!  5/16/10

There is still so much do, but isn't decorating way better than construction? It is, indeed.  

Oh, and to end this beutiful day I managed to lock myself out of the house and had to use a 32 foot ladder to climb in upstairs.  Give me a pat on the back for that one.  I rock.

Sneak Peek

Posted on | April 23, 2010 | 4 Comments

Our new home!

Hello dear blog, I swear that I have not abandoned you.  B and I received the keys to our first home exactly one week ago.  When not at work we have been painting, demolishing, building, you name it.  My back aches and I am not rested to work tonight but I am in love.  Here are a few sneak peeks of our retreat.



The welcoming crew

Woop woop!

Snapshots of this chapter

Posted on | April 10, 2010 | No Comments

I went biking yesterday, taking in the color and scent of spring.  I equipped myself with my camera and a backpack, wanting to remember this day despite the awkwardness of a giant camera draped around me while steadily pedaling. 

It is my last week in this home, you see.  This home in which we settled into a fresh city, new jobs.  This home that we grew in, cried in, remained hopeful.  I pruned my first rose here, broke my toe after my pup pushed me off a log.  I experienced my first green Christmas.  And it's not that I am attached; it is simply a part of my life I do not want to lose, a chapter forgotten. 

The beauty in this world never ceases to amaze me.  These flowers and trees were simple, wild plants growing just off the road.  The colors were actually quite amazing, but black & white seemed to fit my nostalgia. 

Flourish

Innovation

 

Seasons

Beautify!

Posted on | March 7, 2010 | 5 Comments

I had all these ideas for blog posts about decorating my new house... err, I mean the house we want and are currently in escrow for. You see, this house is thirty years old and absolutely begging for cosmetic work, all in time of course ($$$!). However admist my day dreaming I realized that this house could very well not go through for lord knows what reason. And here I am, planning my life away like I always do. Let's focus on the present, April.

So ladies and gents, I present you with my new blog layout. I made about five other collages for the header that I may take a vote on, or ask the hubs since my friends on here are quite lacking. Yes yes, I know I just renovated this place not too long ago, but I needed something to take my mind off of possibility. I am in control of this layout, you see, and it just feels right.

Thoughts?

Aimless

Posted on | February 18, 2010 | 4 Comments

What is it about reliving the past that is so exhilerating? Am I the only one that remembers smells and feelings of particular moments of my life, only to land back in reality confused as to how I got here? Is it my lovely days in Michigan (edit: the four nice months in Northern Michigan), or is it my current quest in unbelieveable Oregon? Sometimes I wonder which is really reality.

Okay, so whoever is reading this is probably unfriending me wondering what drug April is on. Here's my excuse - overworked and underpaid, just made an offer on a house, my crazy hippy family drama. It's just a weird week, all in all.

Last night at work I checked a patients cervix and found a foot - needless to say we were in the OR in minutes despite it being 4 am with no doctor in house. It was empowering, in a sense. Later that morning I had a patient tell me she had just done jello shots (yes, that patient being a pregnant woman, my primary census). She was five centimeters dilated and perhaps that was her coping skill.  How again did I get here? Ten years ago I envisioned myself working with animals.  Not women like the photo above.

And yes, this house offer is a little cloud hovering. It has been 72 hours since the offer and B & I are on the edge of our seats. Waiting, & waiting.

But here's what I know: everything will and does happen for a reason. I am in this profession for a reason, and this house will go through if it is meant to be. My family is crazy for a reason (really?) and I am supposed to be out west.

Point of this post: life is weird.

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