Hazel was just a week old or so here. I've been revisiting her newborn days lately for a couple of reasons.

We're smack dab in the middle of sleep regression (or something?) these days.  Like up every 2-3 hour newborn wake ups.  Since about 18 months our girl has decided sleep is overrated, and that she wants the boob all night.  Problem is, mom doesn't really have much milk at night.  So it leads to a screaming fits, waking up, restlessness, etc.

I'm kind of a zombie these days.  A fulfilled & happy one, but still a zombie.  Night weaning is on the horizon, but not something I want to do a mere 3 weeks before our Europe trip where all our hard work would be forgotten by jet lag and a 9 hour time difference.

It's amazing how lack of sleep affects you (or me, I guess).  I feel like B and I don't get along when we've had a rough night.  It's all about who got more sleep & how the other one can catch up.  It's about blame, what "we" did wrong.  

Anyone else out there have a kiddo who could care less about sleep?  Or a nursing relationship gone south?  I'm open to any and all advice.  Maybe once I get a good night zzz I'll update this blog more often.